It swallows your fears in 5 big sips.
Stops your hatred, stops the tricks.
You fall to the ground, you know its not right.
One more shot, you'll feel alright.
Swallow down the bitter poison,
Forget tomorrow, you have your reasons.
Friends might ask you how or why,
"Im okay," you will reply.
This slow battle your fighting by yourself
Is won by the bottle sitting on the shelf.
When I told you you make me smile, you believed me right?
But when I said I loved you, you said I lied
Is this love, what we have?
Because all its doing is driving me mad.
I wont put a mask on and make you happy
Because I dont want to sound all cheap and sappy.
ll this is is a game of cat and mouse,
If I tell you the truth, that you always ask for
You get mad and shove me away
But when I lie to you, our relationship is great
I dont like acting like someone Im not,
Everything I tell you you say you forgot.
Once I can be true and actually smile,
And when you tell me you love me, I might stay for a while.
You told me you loved me,
that I was the best.
But I found out you cheated,
I'll find out the rest.
Once we were close,
but now filled with space.
Please dont tell me you love me,
I can see the lie on your face.
Of all the things you dare tell,
I think your lies were the ones thought out well.
They devour my mind,
take away my anger,
swallow my sadness,
and keep me entwined.
Trying to break free, I find is hard,
because your playing a game,
and Im just a card.
The thought of you rushing passed,
I'd much rather swallow shattered glass.
The memories in my head like scar,
Stuck in your prison of icy bars.
The things you tell me all sound true,
But when push comes to shove, you wont follow through.
You broke through my walls and let your darkness shine,
And now I'm broken, stuck, entwined.
All of my hope is now shattered,
I guess to you my feelings never mattered.
All because I thought your words the truth,
And I convinced myself to love you too.
It swallows your fears in 5 big sips.
Stops your hatred, stops the tricks.
You fall to the ground, you know its not right.
One more shot, you'll feel alright.
Swallow down the bitter poison,
Forget tomorrow, you have your reasons.
Friends might ask you how or why,
"Im okay," you will reply.
This slow battle your fighting by yourself
Is won by the bottle sitting on the shelf.
When I told you you make me smile, you believed me right?
But when I said I loved you, you said I lied
Is this love, what we have?
Because all its doing is driving me mad.
I wont put a mask on and make you happy
Because I dont want to sound all cheap and sappy.
ll this is is a game of cat and mouse,
If I tell you the truth, that you always ask for
You get mad and shove me away
But when I lie to you, our relationship is great
I dont like acting like someone Im not,
Everything I tell you you say you forgot.
Once I can be true and actually smile,
And when you tell me you love me, I might stay for a while.
You told me you loved me,
that I was the best.
But I found out you cheated,
I'll find out the rest.
Once we were close,
but now filled with space.
Please dont tell me you love me,
I can see the lie on your face.
Of all the things you dare tell,
I think your lies were the ones thought out well.
They devour my mind,
take away my anger,
swallow my sadness,
and keep me entwined.
Trying to break free, I find is hard,
because your playing a game,
and Im just a card.
The thought of you rushing passed,
I'd much rather swallow shattered glass.
The memories in my head like scar,
Stuck in your prison of icy bars.
The things you tell me all sound true,
But when push comes to shove, you wont follow through.
You broke through my walls and let your darkness shine,
And now I'm broken, stuck, entwined.
All of my hope is now shattered,
I guess to you my feelings never mattered.
All because I thought your words the truth,
And I convinced myself to love you too.